Of Movies And Script Writting

It’s been a bit since I’ve done anything, online related outside of reblog and pintrests but I think I needed that detox, I’ve been going through the ringer for the last few days not getting super personal but its been quite similar to what I went through during COVID and it’s not helped by the anxieties of me turning closer to my twenties, I know being twenty isn’t much in the grand scenes of life but I have to say as someone who’s always felt immature for her age as she likes childish things and doesn’t really have any life skills. To randomly be two decades older scares the fuck out of me and nobody really has talked about it with me. So internet strangers I’m sharing it with you as that’s what I’ve been programmed to do (can we get an amen for all the former I-pad babies in the chat, I way sooner way before that term got coined.)

My sib Max was down for a few weeks and that was nice change of pace, just to try to do something different, but I also did try cleaning my room up as I was going to have a large group of friends over but a fight with some of the people involved made that who situation awkward, and I just wanted them to leave :(

I haven’t posted anything on YouTube for a bit now as I feel like my creative brain has just kind of left the building, like I am creating stuff for this site and trying to figure out how to more effectively use davinchi for future work endeavors, but right now filming and editing feel like hell on earth, even though that’s what I want to be doing the most. This really sucks and I just want it to be over with but I don’t know what to do dudes.

There was one thing that I did do, (which wasn’t properly formatted but formatting can kiss my ass) I wrote a little 3 min monologue for my dad (he is an Actor) to prove my point his dialogue is very flat. I decided to make it based off of my OC’s dad Adrienne’s Father as I feel like while their similar in a lot of aspects it’d push him to be in a role he’s not so comfortable in. I def think I wrote for too long which makes sense as I have a habit of drawing out long convos when I write just because I myself am pretty wordy. I don’t want to share the script just yet in case dad wants to film , but basically Adrienne’s dad is talking to his local bartender about his life and how he’s a wreck because of it, if I were to put it in a bigger project, it’d be the instinctive action for him and his wife’s divorce.

I’m just waiting for his work to die down for us to shoot it or something, maybe just to have him read it, regardless it’ll be cool I know that. My mom likes the script, she’s the one who proof reads both of our scripts due to her being the best read out of the three of us, and doesn’t have any intellectual disabilities getting in the way (or at least not diagnosed.)

I also went to see my first movie by myself! Which thankfully wasn’t before I turned twenty, and it was all because I wanted to go see heart eyes, and as the only person in my household who likes horror movies I finally conceived my dad to go take me to a movie theater to watch it by myself, and it was pretty good, I loved the effects especially the one with the first victims (The Wine maker in particular) it was a shitty Rom com, but most are, for half of it I felt like the two murdeerees were just gonna end up killing each other and then I guess Kiss kiss fall in love and all that shit? Idk.

I did start that movie scrapbook I mention in my first entry, and Heart eyes as well as my first time fully watching little shop of horrors are the only two entries in it right now but it’s really fun and makes me think more about the films I’m watching and what I liked about it and what exactly



As you can see I only liked little shop because of Audrey as the rest of the movie was ok, it wasn’t as good as the live show which I’ve seen a lot, the movie Seymour is just nothing.

Also that funko packaging came from this black mantis figure I got while waiting for my popcorn because bro look so sad being alone :(

But yeah, that’s all for now Diary.