OCTOBER 25th
Woahhh, I've been living in Toronto for almost two months now, wow! A lot has changed in the weeks since I'd move, including me actually leaving my house and doing shit, like today I went to this grand opening of this shop called Artist Alley, a permanent version of the artist venders at cons selling art! I bought a few things and almost spent 70$, heheh... I need to get a side hustle (/j but also really)
THEY HAD SONIC AND THE BLACK KNIGHT AND MY LITTLE PONY STICKERS!!! perfect to go into my sticker book with my official. Bootleg and other fan stickers I have :) I've been mostly shopping (locally) between classes as I have been avoiding my hobbies outside of the previously mentioned sticker book and of course my scrap book. God I can't believe I took a few years break after finishing my last scrap book, I guess cause I haven't had that much to put with in it? Scrap booking is probably turning into one of my favourite things to do when I'm stressed the hell out, or just killing time (which with out buildings washing machines out expect for the one out five working ones that isn't filled with someones else clothes) I have also have a lot of it right after classes, at least right now
Classes are going well as well, much prefer these classes then the other school, we're much more hands on and the fact that everyone wants to work on other projects and not just their own is a really good sign, we all get along pretty well exception of this one guy I'm gonna call Mr Moses, who seems to want to make vlogs instead of films. tho He's impressed with how fast I did a 3 point edit for what that's worth. My favourite classes is def Cinematography, we haven't done anything major yet but we're learning about how to hook up lights to the central powers, it's the one in the main studio and it's wicked, we also get to see all the types of lights we get to mess around with when we're able to rent out stuff. The guy who also teaching it is great, he teaches us the different slang of it whether we're working Canadian or American (so like a 1/8 in first position can also be called a 1/8 in LA position, this of course being referring to how appleboxes are positioned) The worse is def Audio, nothing against the teacher, but wow, I now understand why Techrat is like that.
October 27th,
I think I've had to redo my music collection several times now, as like, my spotify feels like a folised veriosn of myself at this point, it's mostly angsty pop songs that don't even have good lyrics. Idk, the playlist I have on my phone on spotify doesn't feel like me anymore, so it makes it easier to just transfer to music bee, honestly the only reason I have spotify still is I need to give my phone a good wipe before placing the music into my music files, I have so many images on this thing :P I think I'll place my music on the flash drive I bought for when I didn't have my hard drive, just a cheap usb but it'll be easier then bugging my older laptop for everytime I want to listen to my music.
Future lotte: Spotify was 12 GBs, the largest aplication on my laptop, Adobe stuff was smaller :(
My other grovel for uninstalling Spotify is that my copilot button defaulted to that for somereason after I uninstalled it and so whenever I press it it just pops up spotify which is very annyoning when its right on where my hands rest on my home keys >:(
Anyways, yesterday I met with my mom, and I realized that I really miss having her around, she's the only one who really can't get a way over to Toronto without my father helping her (well she's talking about taking the GO trains but that's a huge step for her) I really wished the vist would've stayed longer and we could've went to AGO or somewhere else or maybe painted in my flat, but instead we just went to a plus sized thift thing they were hosting near Spadenia, so I got a few things (including a miss piggy pin) and she got this really pretty over shirt that's green and it complents her hazel eyes in the most dazling way; I got a few vintage 90s items and because the smallest size was just XL, I actually could find stuff that fit me (I'm 3XL or a very large 2XL) I'm wearing one of the new shirts to class, which is a very flowy shirt in a nice mauve, it reminds me of what I normally draw Lola wearing actually, I also am currently wearing some new leggings too, which weren't from the event, but I needed to get them anyways. WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF PRICING IS 90$ FOR TWO PAIRS OF PANTS??? I mean they're good quality but ouch..
Nov 1st
Longer then I usually like making these things lol tried going out to a halloween party and instantly felt my heart in my mouth as I breathed so I left, but I did stop by a local record place before I left (it was in the gay district so of course there was a record store near by) they also happen to be a record company so I bought a local punk complation ablum while I was there, once I get some more funds underway I want to get the others because it's my first time seeing something like that :D It kinda helped my nerves that the cashier was chill, even when I pulled out my 80s garfield plush that I got recently we started talking about that french beach that just has garfield phones. So that was rad, I also got my rental card for the dvd rental place not that far from my flat, so tonight I'm watching Erraser Head and the Stepford wives
but that's after I finsh cleaning I guess, I don't know what I did different yesterday (Other then taking two eatibles) that made me so rested last night, I've been cleaning since breakfast. I either that or I don't want to film in a dirty room. Yeah I didn't mean to abandon my channel again, but like youtube can suck one I don't like it anymore. But I also do want to make a video on no stream november, it's like no nut november, but just decated to me to actually watch the dvd/read the books/listen to the music I have because I have been just buying shit without bothering to do anything. I also want to play red dead redemption, I bought that like four months ago and it's been fading on my shelf. (this doesn't include youtube videos because I need constant background noise otherwise I'll not be able to do anyting.)
But there's also the fact that I don't really want to make content anymore, youtube's kind of killed my passion for editing, like my last edit I made for class felt so nothing, that I think I'm done with youtube for a while. I might just talk about it on here tbh. I want to make someting but not something lame. It also means trying to actually work on this site again too, I've been choosing to ignore it because I just have to many ideas for my skill level. But it's just an update for today, so have fun with that
